Utterly disillusioned and disgusted

Disillusioned. Disgusted. Disappointed.
Tired. Stressed. Fucked up. Frustrated.
Sometimes I can get so angry and exasperated that
I feel like my blood vessels are bursting.
I can just jump out of the office window at any spur of the moment.
That's how im feeling about work.

It is really so stressful and frustrating.
I really hate you.
You r making the team's life so so tough.
Team morale is like down to minus zero.
N you r still so OBLIVIOUS to it.
Making everythig worse that it already is!

I just wanna shout out loud that IM NOT AN OCTOPUS!!!!
I have only 2 hands and 1 brain.
I can only do this much.
Take it or leave it.
What is the point of chasing us so hard?

"What's the status?"
"I have yet to see this final version/this project/any progress)."
"What is taking so long?"
"What is the timeline?"
"When can I expect this? Give me the exact date."
"Why is this still not done?"
"I expect this to be completed/rolled out/go live by (this date)."
"Please ensure all this is done by 1 Jan 2010"
"I expect a reply within 24 hours."

And there goes a long list of 62 items for 4 ppl to handle for the next 3 weeks.
To give a status update on completion on 4 Jan 2010.
FUCKED.
N where r you?
Slacking away, reading newspapers, sending chaser or frivolous emails,
screaming at us, gg on your holidays, eating snake.

And i dun understand why you must take away that goodie bag of Xmas cookies that was given to us by our vendor.
It is for THE TEAM.
NOT FOR YOU ONLY.
I placed it on the team's common table, not your table.
DUN YOU THINK ITS FUCKING RUDE N UNFAIR THAT
YOU TOOK THE WHOLE GOODIE BAG HOME FOR YOUR FUCKING KIDS TO EAT
AND LEFT NONE FOR THE TEAM?

You jolly well know that we work late everyday
and when we are starving there is nothing in the office to munch on!
We dun even have time to step out of the office to buy a snack!

Why are we still slogging so hard for someone who doesnt even care about our welfare.
Who pushes all the work to us with her power taiji and delegation skills.
Who slacks all day
and only know how to open mouth to talk big,
smoke her way thru and
scream, shout and scold ppl like we are her dogs?
Why do you wanna emphasize on integrity, when you have none?
You dun even set a good example on your "values" that u impose on us.
So why shud we be expected to abide by them?

Fuck it.
We are humans too.
We have limits.
N im almost reaching mine.

Almost.

There's such a thing called retribution.
So...Fuck you!
BITCH.