Three

Today is Baby Nic and my 3rd month Anniversary... Yeah 3rd Month onli....feels a whole lot longer than that. Feels like we've known each other forever, feels like we noe each other inside out....feels like we r so so close together...feels like our level of understanding is deeper than u can imagine. We can juz think and say the same things at the same time, look into each others' eyes n noe wat the other party is thinking. Feels like itz been 3 years!

Sometimes i wonder if we are rushing into things. We have alry came up w our marriage plans, when to buy house n car, wat kinda car we want, where we wanna live and even wat to name our kids! We even know where to get our wedding invitation cards, the design we want, our baby's first month bday invitation card n wat kinda cakes to give out. R we mad? R we thinking too far? R we truly serious? Or r we juz tokking all in the name of fun? Somehow we seem so sure of it and we are alry working towards our future plans...to make it a reality.

Den again, I've nvr felt this way b4. Nvr had I felt so sure of anyone. The feeling that Baby gives me...makes me feel like he is my soul mate. Itz not like last time when i kept holding on to relationships by cheating myself n den psycho-ing myself that im not cheating myself..in other words: self-denial n blindingly loving for the sake of loving. N the most amazing thing is...for a girl who hates being bored to death n always looking for fun and excitment and fresh new things to do w my bf....i actually wud rather stay at home w Baby, cuddling n watching tv. N i find it so blissful that there is nowhere else in the world i rather be, nothing else in the world i rather do...than juz to sit there at home w u. Sometimes when Baby ask me if i want him to take me out...surprisingly, i juz wanna slack ard at his home w him. N ttz where i feel most comfortable. With my ex-es, i always BUG them to go out w me n absolutely hate staying at home! Coz staying at home w them makes me BORED n unhappy. Haha am i weird or wat?

Anyway 3 of the many things that Baby did so far that made me feel so happie:

1) Sing to me. Serenade me with songs that hold meaningful lyrics. n I once told myself tt i will marry the one who can serenade me correctly n melt my heart in doing so. So far...he is the first n only to successfully do that. Not that he is the best singer in the world...but juz somehow he cud make me smile n smile. Amuse me with his crazy MTV-style antics too...silly baby!

2) Eat up the food that i ordered but end up deciding that i dun like it. N order something else for me, or exchange his food w mine. Pick out every single strand of icky bean sprouts in my noodles. Detach every single piece of fats in my meat. Order strawberry milk for me, without me saying anything, to fill my hungry tummy first when the food is not ready to be served. Always letting me eat the nicer n bigger portion of the food. Tolerate my fussiness in food n places to dine.

3) Piggybacking me and carrying me whenever i feel tired or too lazy to walk. No matter how far the distance, no matter how heavy i am, no matter how tired he is. Fetching me ard whenever possible or sponsoring cab trips whenever i want coz i hate taking buses n hate squeezing on crowded trains.

Baby said he is always wanting the best for me...n that he wud give me the best as far as he is capable of doing so. I dunno wat i have ever done to deserve all these n so much more from u...but i appreciate it so so much. A BIG THANX to my Darling Baby Nic Nic.

Dunno if our future plans wud ever materialize....but i want it so badly to. Coz i can so imagine myself being Mrs. Nic.