blogging again

After so long, i decided to blog again..altho i noe blogs can be dangerous...rem jordan's blog? haha. But i have nothing to hide so i guess it'll be alrite.

today's my lil' bro's 17th birthday...he has grown up so much...realli love him to bitz...sometimes i think my parents love him more than they love me? i dunno... Anyway Daddy bought him this cool new samsung mp3 player than looks realli super chio! im so jealous i oso want! But oh well...guess itz coz his old mp3 player spolit recently...how timely! I better treasure my creative mp3 player... 21st bday pressie from my beloved lil' bro (he's rich huh?) and not fall in love w new ones..scared he might secretly feel upset w me..hahah!

Wonder where we gonna eat later to celebrate his bday. Im getting real fat..all thanx to my Baby. New bf, new life, new adventures. Hopefully not new heartbreaks...altho i noe in every r/s, getting hurt is inevitable and itz a "confirm-will-happen" thing. Juz hope i will be able to handle things much better than i did last time. Boy, thinking back..i was so so foolish. Well letz not go into that. Makes me pissed. *bleughz*